I am tired, not sleeping much at night, and feel really yuk. I in fact feel ancient, uncool, boring, unattractive, and like an unwanted heap of mushy peas on a plate. Which would be fine if you like mushy peas, but as it happens i abhor them!
i feel very old and dusty and hideously revolting as my birth day looms closer. Chronology does not usually bother me, however at the moment it is causing me a lot of self doubt and depressive thoughts.
I find a lot of humans to be:
- too wild for me,
- too loud,
- too obnoxious,
- too disloyal,
- bitchy and unrestrained in nastiness
- fast to take offence
- full of resentment,
- unable to take pleasure in the happiness of others
- unable to love in purity and with genuine affection,
- too out for themselves.
I am a tired, disillusioned Goth, that only wants my pets, love, kindness and nice people in my life from this day forward.
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